This is a story of guy

EDITTED!!!

OKlah, since my cbox is so hyped up about this person who goes by the name of Beans, and some of you might or might not recognize him. So this is a post for the man.

A little info about Beans, his real name is Jeremy Lue Jun Yi, he's born on 11 of August 1986. He's from a family of 5. He has a sister, and two brothers. He completed his SPM with flying colours, of total 8A1s, and 2A2s. He wanted to further his studies in biology. He went to Form 6 for a short brief of time, but he got an offer from a polytechnic in Changlun, Kedah. After done his studies over there, he came back to Shah Alam, joining in University Malaya, P.J, in Science course. Currently he's still studying there, in his final year. His course is expected to finish by the middle of the month, or ending of the year.

This is him:-

Yes, he does looks like an Apek!

How did i knew him?

I came to SAGC (my church) during 2004. I heard his name being mention many times, but i never met his before as he was at Kedah at that time. At one time i was taking bass lessons from Wilson. Wilson asked me to learn from Jun Yi, because he was quite busy and he teaches Jun Yi before me as well. So i remember the first time, i went to Jun Yi, to ask him to teach me. I still remember the conversation (roughly). It was on the first floor of the stage, near kitchen area.

Me: Hello are you Jun Yi
Jun Yi: Yes
Me: Wilson ask me to learn bass from you, can you teach me. He said he thought you bass.
Jun Yi: Which part you want me to teach you?
Me: I don't knowlah, i forgotten because long time no class.
Jun Yi: You go ask him which part i must teach you

So i thought to myself, "What kinda stuck up person is this. Wilson thought him, right? Not he learnt himself". So over the years, as i hang out with Darren more, i accidentally hang out with Jun Yi also, as Jun Yi is one of Darren's best friend. So over the years, i got to know Jun Yi more and more. Im quite surprise to learn many of his stories during school time, during church time, when i was not in church. One fine day, he came to church with his head bald. My brother saw it, and call him alien, because of his shape, and also call his head beans. So from that day onwards, i started to call him Beans. But you see, in most English movies, the character who uses the word Beans, is actually quite awfully good looking, so its a good name.

Sports
Other than his good academic results, he's good in sports too. He's very passionate in football, futsal, captain ball, tennis, squash, bowling, and other unknown sports. He shows good characteristics while in game, but often ignoring cheers from his fans. He supports Liverpool F.C. sometimes Chelsea F.C. , England and Selangor team.He has joined many various sports events.

Musical skills
He's also a musician, too. He plays the guitar, and bass guitar. He owns a Ibanez 4-string guitar, and a cheap amp. He's going after for a RBX4 A2 4 string bass guitar. He's also in the midst of buying a new acoustic guitar.

With God
He's very serious with his relationship with God. He's a person, who trust in God, and often seek God for answers. He can be seen that he's serious with God through, the way he speaks of Him, and on how he behaves. He's even went for many activities, and camps to know more of Him. He also serve in many ministry, like music ministry, SF, transport, and many others. He even plans to work with SUFES after his course is done, which shows he's not interested with working big jobs and earning millions.

In friendship wise, he will go out with anyone. (as long as the person has to pay for the whole meal, and willing to pick him up from his house). Beans can be a dangerous person. He may look like an apek, but he's a mind reader. He knows which girl/guy which you like, which song REMINDS you of the person you like, and he knows who in love with who. So watch out for yourself. Most of the time, he has this "spell" to make people to answer his questions. He will not answer any questions directly to him, such as, "who he likes", "who he's after", or "is he straight?" (ehem). He often asks his friends to write letters to him, during the time he went Kedah. He still believes that writing letters are the most sincere and friendshipest thing to do.

But the problem with Beans is, he's pretty cheapskate. He rarely treats people for breakfast, lunch, and dinner, and even supper too. He's well known of his great technique of eating at McDonald's with only RM4. He buys something, let's say a burger, and he uses his "Kid's Club" card to redeem free fries. And the story where he uses the McD cup when he bought coke one day, an brought it back to refill back on the next day. Hahahahah, hebat!

His personality wise, he's a very cheerful person. Who laughs and makes people laughs. It's very seldom you'll see him angry, or in bad mood . He's outgoing, as in sports, activities and during normal times as well. He's a very motivated person at times, but at times, he does fall. He communicates with people easy (especially nerds). He seldom complains or talk bad about anybody (not like me). He can be lazy at times, but he can stand up back, with some motivation from his friends. He do reads a lot of books, mainly about Christian life, and Science. He loves to see movies, during his class break time. He loves to look at the skies above, and ponder on God and His marvellous creation.

He's a teacher as well. He teaches many people. For example, he teaches me bass lesson today. He teaches the contestant of D.M.S.J. (a bible quiz), he teaches during SF (Student's Fellowship) on how to live a Christian Life. He teaches people to play football. He indeed has make a big impact on people's life, with he knowing it, or he not knowing it.

He also cares for people. For example myself. There were times when i just wont do somethings, and he comes there and gives me advices. Though at times, we often joke and disturb (well i the one disturb) each other, there were times he actually care of me, not only me, but other friends, too.

Overall, he's really an incredible person. No, I'm not saying this just because to suck up to him, or I'm getting any treats from him. But it's true, he's really a good person, and he will impact on your life. I'm sure once you know him, you will know he can be a real good friend. And to me, till this day, i don't regret knowing him even once.

EDITTED, I just woke up from sleep, and now i can think more. There were some things which Beans actually "given" me, like new friends! Like the person in the cbox, and the person who gave comment on this post, nice meeting you guys . And also not to mention, some special persons, you know who right, Beans? . He also gave me a present, well not an expensive one, but in order to get this present, you need to buy something else.



So that proofs he's not THAT cheapskate afterall(or is he still a cheapskate?)


Me-lvin^_~

P.S. There are some rights and wrongs here, i think. Do correct me, if there's any mistake.

Interview

So after making sure i've locked my steering, i gave the car keys to my father, and walked away, As i was walking towards Damansara Specialist Hospital, i prayed. I'm taking this moment, as i have no one with me, and it a good way, to calm you down. While i was walking and praying, i walk past many cars park at both sides of me. One particular car, grabbed my attention, it's a BMW, with a windows sticker "God is the Leader, Serve Him". I smilled to myself. I've come to this flyover bridge, and walking up. As i look below me, i saw many cars going on the same way, makes me think of how in life, you dont have to follow or do what others are doing. So i came down on the other side of the road.

As i was walking pass, a familiar car which bears the plate number WQM 9**2 parked at the side of the road. I knew who's car was it, by just looking at the windscreen sticker. So i walked straight, looking at the big tall building right in front of my eye which the bottom is covered with shop lots. So i continue to walk, and came to the side of the building. Walking pass the VADS sign, i came to the entrance, walked straight to the security booth, and gave in my driving lisence in exchange for the Visitor Pass. I went straight for the lift, and press the 15 button. Was all alone in the lift, and i finally came 15th floor. I walked straight, and came to the automated door, walked to the receptionist, and told her "Selamat pagi, saya nak jumpa Miss Yong", and she replied "tolong duduk dulu". So i went and sat at this exclusive sofa, which i see in tv.

So i came there around 10:45 am, and my interview starts at 11am. So i just sat there, i saw one guy was doing the assessement paper which i did last week. One guy who has a ponytail sat next to me, he dress kinda smart with suit. Moments later he left. Another guy came and sat next to me. He dressed kinda cool, but im not in habit of knowing new people, so i kept silent, instead of introducing myself. When the guy walked to the counter, i saw his shoes, it was the same ones Beans have. Oh! how good would it be, if he's here, we could talk and laugh, at least i wont be bored now. I looked at the time, it was 11 am, and Miss Yong had not come yet, the guy who was doing the assessment questions, was using his handphone's calculator function to do his math questions.

I kept on waited, looking at the time, im seeing many people walking pass me. The only thing which managed to catch the decibel of my ear, are the sounds of the shoe steps makes. Different size, different race, different age and different clothings they wore. Some were wearing smart. Some were classy. Some were wearing clothings they shouldnt wear. Then i looked at the conference room beside me, there were more than 10 people in the room, and i got scared. I was thinking, was i suppose to go inside there? Am i late? I prayed again, just hoping that i didnt mess up my interview. Miss Yong came, she told me to wait. And she went away. I waited. Then another 15 to 20 minutes later, she came back. She called me and the person who did the assessment paper to follow her. We went to 20th floor. I thought, "what is going to happen?"

As we reached there, we came to this walkway. Miss Yong touched her keycard to the sensor, and keyed the folowing number 546**4*, and the door opened. So we went in there was this long walkway, with doors in side, yes just like the ones in Matrix. I got kinda scared, i managed to get a glimpse of these words "AIG", "Tabung Haji". Then we came at one of the door, she asked the guy to go in, he went it. Then she asked me to follow her to another door, and then i followed. Later she did the same keycard procedure thing again. Then came to this very very small room, which has 2 large doors, a cabinet, and the lower cabinet had milos, sugars, coffees and so on, on top of it. She asked me to sit down, and then she went in, i saw inside the room, there were peoples with computers in front of them. Then the door closed. I sat silently there. She came out, asked me to wait, and then she went out. I just sat there, looked around.

Then i heard someone doing pressing the door security keypad, and it was a woman. She entered in, and saw me, and got to the cabinet, and feeling milo into her cup. I felt kinda akward at that moment, because i felt like sitting at someone's house kitchen, and the housewife came in, and saw someone at her kitchen. Anyway she did her drink and left. One by one people coming in and looking at me, and go to the other side. I really felt ackward, as i dont know anyone there, and what im doing there. Then this malay guy came, and he said "hi", i replied back with a smile. I didnt uttered the word "hi", because something locked my mouth. Then he asked, "interview ke?", i said "ye" with a smile. Then he left. He looked really like the nerd ghost in Danny Phantom, hope to see him more. Then after waiting for 15 minutes in that small room, Miss Yong, called me and told me "Have confidence!", and she asked me to follow her. I followed her, and saw this guy seated at a table.

I greeted him with "Good afternoon sir", he replied back, and i sat in front of him. Miss Yong sat next to me. Then he introduced his name, but i cannot understand, as i didnt heard he mention his name. He's a big person, with this really hedious face, you ever see. So he asked me to explain about myself. I started to get nervous, from the questions shooting from his mouth, like the bullets from a handgun. Then he asked me to do a short skit, of how im going to convince a person to buy a product from me. He asked me to use my handphone. After replying to all his questions, i went out. Miss Yong told "You looked very nervous. But you did ok, but still nervous" in a friendly manner, while i replied "Yes, im very afraid, first time meeting him" which i didnt told her, that i was scared of his big head, with pair of small sharp eye. "His name is Taufik", said Miss Yong, so i asked in suprise "But i thought he's chinese?", she replied back "Yes he is, but he married with a malay person", and i replied "oohh".

Then as we heading to the end of the walkway, towards the entrance, "Miss Yong opened the door again, and holding them. She told "I cant wait to see you start working here, hope to see you soon" with a pat on my back. So i said "Thank you". She said she will call me by Tuesday. I went down through the elevator.

All i felt at this moment, i really was worn down. All the fears of interview, really took a lot of energy from me. All i want to do now is to go back home and sleep. Speaking of home, I'm reminded of Sophie Ellis Bextor's Take Me Home



Me-lvin^_~

P.S.Thank You Lord, and for those of you who prayed for me

Get To Know Yourself Week

Last week was really a tiring week! I've gone for job interview, for the second time in my life.

I didn't only worn out physically, but mentally as well. It's so hard to think, when you worn out. Everything becomes stressful. Felt like running to Port Dickson, or even better Langkawi.

I had many talks with my friend. He was telling reasons why I'm not succeeding in many areas. For jobs for instance, I'm not going for one, not even studying. In love life, im not dating anyone, i NEVER had anyone. And many more things which he mentioned. When i thought to myself all those what he said, its kinda true actually. When i look back, on my first job interview, way back at 2006, i didn't got the job, just because my maths wasn't that good. As for my love life, i phailed terribly many times. It got me thinking, that I'm not a risky person. He told me, at least i should TRY to do something about it!

On Friday, i went for Student's Fellowship (SF), and heard an inspiring message from Beans. This messages isn't like any other. This message really touched the deepest end of my Axon Terminal! I really felt God wants me to hear what He wants me to say. Oh! the topic of that day is Worries. We did this test, which i got 6 for it, whilst others got about more than 10 marks. The higher the score the more optimistic they are, and the lower they got the more pessimistic they are. I was really surprise to see the results, not that they are false, but they are very true indeed. There are MANY MANY times when i was really pessimistic. I don't think how to do it, i think of how I'm going to end up doing it. Like the time, when i went for stream trothing. I was thinking how my shoe was going to tear, how the peeps will leave me behind, how I'm going to whack my leg and knee against those thick huge rocks, how my head is going to whack at the rocks, after i stepped on one of the slippery rocks and fell off.

It's HARD!

Back to Beans' message, he mention several things like "trusting God" and other important phrases. It really got me to think, on how many times, I'm not even using God's help, worse I'm not trusting Him. Its like, you got caught in the fire, and when the fireman comes to help you out, you ask him to help you, but you don't want to go to him. So in the end, how is he suppose to help you out. Sometimes being in this world, with many people, it makes you not to think of God. I prayed to God, many times about work, and finally i got one, Well not that i have it, but in the midst of interviews. About love life, I'm not with anyone in this moment, it can be good or bad, but hey i still have my friends around, and that's good!

Me-lvin^_~

P.S.Thanks Beans for the wonderful message

Can Malaysians Do Standup Comedy?









You be the judge

Me-lvin^_~

Speed Monsters

Ok, geng kali ni guo nak kasi perkenalkon geng rempit guo. Guo tau, ramai tak suke kat ohang cam guo, sebab kato kitorang ni sampah masyarakatlah, tak berotaklah dan lain-lainlah. Tu sume . . . memang betui, tapi dah kitorang anak mudoh, camnor?

Tanpa buong maso lagi, meh guo kenaikan member member guo.



Namo Sebenor: Sarip bin Abdul Rahim
Namo samaran: Sarip Speed
Info Sikit: Ni hah, ketua geng kitohang. Mamat ni tunggang moto125Z. Mamat ni dulu men ngan budak KL, budak KL tu bodoh nak mampus, ade ke pegi langgar pili bomba, entah hape hape.



Namo Sebenor: Tarmizi Bin Ismail
Namo Samaran: Panjang
Info Sket: Mamat ni kira cam salah satu penunggang terbaik geng kitorang. Die ni raja Superman. Hah! Kalau nak lumbe Superman, jom ar lawan ngan mamat ni! Mamat ni gune moto RXZ!


Namo Sebenor: Azizol Bin Haji Saed
Namo Samaran: Zol
Info Sket: Mamat ni ade bengkel sendiri. Die ni pro buat moto. Hah, kitohang antar moto kat die ni, ar. Nak tukar ape? Minyak? Brek? Exos? Bush? Enjen? Sume mamat ni bole buatlah, kawan.
Moto mamat ni gune, Panther!


Namo Sebenor: Badrul Hisham bin Meswan
Namo Samaran: Abang Bob
Info Sket: Mamat ni nampak je simple, tapi mamat ni salah satu penungang tercekap kitohang. Mamat ini banyak kali eksiden, tapi tengok idup lagi tu, beb. Mamat ni gune moto TZM beb, ade brani? Mamat ni slalu racing kat area area KK, Bukit Lanchong, kekadang kat KL, ar. Tapi polis buat spotchek, kan?


Namo Sebenor: Razali Jusoh bin Sulaiman
Namo Samaran: Hitam, ke Tam. Ikut suke koranglah.
Info Sket: EX5 adelah moto yang digunekan mamat ni. Mamat ni ekspet buat pacak. Biasenye die ni akan duk depan, blakang ade memberlah, pastu die pacak moto. Best beb! Ade sekali tu, mase die buat pacak, ade member len duk blakang, pastu die pakai helmet, bagi pale sentuh jalan raya. Guo caya same die ni beb.


Namo Sebenor: Iskandar Safwan bin Zulhasnam
Namo Samaran: Is
Info Sket: Mamat ni anak Datuk beb! Ape-ape problem duit, mamat nie gaklah yang tolong kitorang. Duit petrol, racing, spare part, rokok sume mamat ni yang bayar. Skill die? Mamat ni ekspet buat wekang. Mamat ni ade kebolehan buat wekang, ngang gune moto die, sejauh 8 tiang! Setakat ni, takde sape dapat kalahkan mamat ni. Walaupun anak Datuk, die ni gune moto kapchai je, beb. Bukan moto tu penting, yang penting skill.


Namo Sebenor: Hafizi Nor bin Daud
Namo Samaran: Apiz
Info Sket:Ni hah aku. Aku skill biase je, sume aku blaja kat member member len. Aku ni adelah sikit sikit menang kat sini, kat sane. Misi aku, untuk jadi Rempit Sejati!

Ape moto kumpulan kami? Moto kami hanya satu je "Untuk menjadi rempit sejati, kena ade skill. Kalau takde skill, pi mampos".

Sekian, Tehmakasehhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why they never, or could understand us.

While having dinner some nights ago, "My Friend" asked me, "what are you going to do? Form Six or work?". I answered honestly "i don't know". After a few seconds of silence, i opened my mouth and said " i want to do what God wants me to do". "My Friend" looked at me with curiosity and asked me "what is it?" You see "My Friend" is a non-christian, "My Friend" is different race and religion. I told "My Friend", i want to do something else which people would not chose to be, i want to be a missionary(perhaps), going into jungle, spread the Good News ( i didn't use the word Christian, or Christianity, to offend "My Friend") and help out there. "My Friend" told me, "Melvin, if you want to help people, do charity works, then you work hard now, be successful first, then only do your charity works". Note the word "charity"? I don't blame "My Friend", because he/she had not heard of the word "missionary" and their job. In "My Friend" context, missionary = volunteer. Going out and helping people out, that's it!

Just like normal human being, i too has my own dreams i want to accomplish. But i know, i don't hold any certificate such as Diploma, Degree, PhD, Masters and any other infamous certificate. Because i cant afford to pay so much for studies. But i still can go work, find jobs which can pay me a lot than those who having certificate. Example, my dad working's place, there's this Chinese guy, who sells soy beans, which he is the distributor to many people. People will look down at his job, tell him that he's poor, and he's filthy dirty. But you know what, he's HAPPY with his job, earning enough for his family, BUT the main thing is he's contented with it(because he OWNS a BMW 5 series, other BMW's of different series, vans and a small shop which sells Fish Head noodles for RM8).

As for me, if i EVER chose to follow God's part, then it's a suicide thing. I'm now on the 23Th floor, standing, on top of the balcony. If i chose God's path, then i shalt jump down, if i chose to do something which God didn't ask me to do, but i want to do it, then i will go back to the lift and go to the lobby and walk off. If i want to do serve for God, then i have to die to myself. Which means, letting go of dreams of being "successful", letting go of the Alphard and BMW all this while I'm eyeing on, letting go of happy times with family and friend and letting go of recognitions. But it doesn't have to be future plans, it could be the present plans. Which means, i might have to leave my computer, car and any items and interest back. And this scares me a lot. A lot!

In 5 years time down the road, my friends will be successful with their first new cars, certificates, and the jobs they do, but meanwhile for me, i don't know what will become of me. I might be as poor as now at that time, i might be working as missionary at that time, earning not even close to what my friends earn. I might be driving at 4x4 third hand 4-Wheel drive with botak tires and faulty gearbox, which is covered with mud, and no air cond. I might have a house, at some jungle, and they will live in luxury house. The night they go out to have dinner with their girlfriends, i'm having dinner with orang asli, eating plain rice, with fried fish.

This is why many people dont know what is missionary! Because people are scared of becoming one, and reaching out. If there is some amount of missionaries, then people from the outside world will know who are us, what are we trying to do. Trust me, being "succesful" as in carrer and property is not always can be counted as "succesful". My dad's boss, who is a millionaire, but a free thinker has 4 children. 3 of them are sons and 1 is a daughter. Both his first and second son is working with him, after went studying at Monash, and going to overseas. But his daughter, has another plan. She went on to different countries and helping people out. I dont know if she's a Christian, or just doing it because she has compation which her dad doesnt have, but LOOK she could have come back to Malaysia, and start her own business, buy a Mercedes , dress to kill, but why did she choose some path which will make he "downgrade" herself? This my friend, is called dying to self. Even if she is not a Christian, but she chose not to follow the world's way, but decides to help people out.

It's kinda late now, and i think i have done this essay now, haha. I thank all those who managed to read the whole thing, and take sometime to ponder, on what i have written. I know i have said something wrong, or my spelling or the wrong words i use might be wrong, please excuse the errors.

Me-lvin^_~

P.S. Do remember in your prayers!

That Day!

Yesterday was "that day", the day where STPM results came out. I decided to go check out some of my old friends (and their results as well).

I went there, to the school hall. Went in, saw some familiar faces. I wont go and tell whose results is which one, because it's private and confidential. But i can say, many people didn't get results up to their expectations. Some even felt that they did terrible job. Seriously the people who saying this, are the "SMARTEST and the BRIGHTEST" students in the school. The percentage this year had dropped if I'm not mistaken. In the whole school, only 1 student got straight 4As.

Anyway, today i checked my results via online, and here's the result slip.

(click at the picture, for full size)

Yeap, all X. I got the X-Factor ( actually i didn't enter the examination on the day). Err. . . On the bright side, i didn't fail anything (or passed anything).

Currently i was thinking of retaking back my STPM . . . There are some people from my school as well who are considering retake as well.

Me-lvin

HaWt!

Yeslah, the election is over at last. I kinda happy with the results. It did really slapped some group of people in their face.

Personally i felt this year's election is one of the biggest, scariest, dangerous, and heart poundingest election ever held in Malaysia. People are rising up, people are thinking now. People are suffering this days. With the rise of Petrol, toll, sugar, oil, cement, and so many other things, who wants to live in this kind environment. The stupid media, which are real suck up, showing big lies of advertisement, portraying that it's ok for items to go up. I still remember, whenever the price of an item goes up, some of the news, *T* and **3, show in their news, that people supporting the hike of the price. People would go "bagi saya, harga naik ini tidak membebankan, apa yang kerajaan buat ini, adalah baik" and other stupid comments like that. Why dont they show, comments of people being mad, with the price hike? Of course you wont show, then your channel will be ban. Seriously, if you dont have the courage to show the truth, then dont call yourself media.

In my place, Taman Alam Megah, the election is quite hot here, too. Everywhere, there is banners of PAS, PKR, and BN. This year i'm 20 year old, so i cant really vote yet, my next time i can go vote is 2012. Majority people over here, are supporters of PAS and BN, since the majority of people staying this area, is Malays. I don't know all of the candidates, except for one of them, Vigneswaran. I know him, through the activities that is held by my school. Any event, he will be called. Other than that, i don't see him anywhere AT ALL. When the day of election, i seriously thought BN is going to win for sure. You see, BN is same as Manchester United, they are the most strongest team (and the most annoying ones, too), so if ever people were to beat them, its impossible, but it can be done, but still it's impossible. Seriously, BN has the moolahs, the power, the power to control the television, and radios, and ISA. So with all this, it's like banging your head against a steel wall. I still remembered, on that day, i went to buy food, the primary school which i had studied for 4 years, had been filled with people with PAS and BN's tents there. All the flags, banners, boards, and so on were covering the roads, and the view.

On the night, i really felt scared as i was seeing Tv3. I prayed to God, so that bad things wont happen to us. We had suffered enough, and we don't want this to continue on. Tv3 did this program in conjunction with the election, where 2 of their hosts, with another 2 guest (politic analysis, who have nothing better to do). And they will change the hosts and the guests after some minutes, and then change again, and then back to the same hosts and guests. I really hate what those fools were commenting. They were talking about how BN is going to win, and how BN had contributed to the country. You knowlah, all those suck up talks. And they went on hitting the OPP. I was kinda mad with the whole thing. Later on one of the fooh (fool pronounced as fooh) talking about how teenagers this days not interested with election. As a teenager i felt that is one of the most stupidest thing an old dude like him will say. We teenagers/young adults/belia IS interested with elections. But our age, prevails us from doing so. Also old dudes who is suppose to retire, still sitting on top don't gives chance for the youths to take part in election. It's not like that, we're going to corrupt the country or what, right?

Thanks to David Lim, for giving me information on how i can check the progress through Malaysiakini. Stupid Tv3 couldn't even provide proper information and they are showing really slow. Kept on repeating the same whole thing. As times goes by, i was quite surprise with the results. Like Syarizat lost, and Uncle Sam lost, too. As for Syarizat, i was quite suprise that, she would lost, despite all the works she does for woman, and kids. As for Uncle Sam, i little bit also not that surprise. I was quite surprise to see Anuar Ibrahim's wife, and daughter in-law won. Even he himself told, that his daughter in-law would have no chance to win, but all of a sudden . . . Wau! As more results came, i was like --> to see people like, Rafidah Aziz, Khir Toyo, Najib bin Razak, Pak Lah, and many more of this "seniors" won.

I was suprised that many big leaders of MIC had fallen. In Alam Megah, they built this big tent, and "belanja" people makan, twice. Most of the time, indians are the ones inside the camp, so i was really shocked that somehow, all those "belanja" tricks didn't really worked.

I was really surprise knowing that the OPP had gotten 5 states in their hands. Really marvelous. Penang, Kedah, Kelantan, Perak, and Selangor!!!!. As for this new gemen, i don't know how would everything go on. I admit, when BN was holding the country, things were a bit, ok here and there. I don't know how this new gemen is going to operate. I pray to God, that He will bless this country, stop all those corrupted ones, and help Christians to survive in this world.

In the meantime, we wont be seeing anymore speeches like this



And more of leadership like this



http://122.0.17.30/news/79436

Me-lvin^_~
God Bless Malaysia

Tim kai, tim kai??

Hi, it's been long time since i updated this blog, sorry. Wasnt in good condition, these few days. I got Denggi!


I fall sick, on Tuesday, last week. At first i thought it has to be one of those "travelling sick". It's somekinda phobia/sickness/problem i have ALWAYS, when i'm about to travel somewhere. On the 8th of March, i was suppose to go Melacca. So my dad asked to swallow some panadol, so i did. It didnt helped at all. On Wednesday, morning around 3am, i couldnt sleep. My condition became worse. So went to clinic at around, 4 am something. While taking the medicine, my brother spotted, a poster infomation about Denggi. I know of some people who died from Denggi, so this disturbs me a lot.

At night i ate tomyam, my dad said it's good, so i can sweat out, so all the heat in the body will come out. So i ate it, and went to sleep. Then the horrible thing happen. . . At 2 am something, i woke up, feeling all funny. Then i vomitted the tom yam. Soon i started to vomit, everything. Including the water in my body. Then it went worse, went i vomit somekinda brown thing. I dont know what it is, but it looked funny. Then i started to vomit more of this brown thing. At one time, i looked at one spot of this brown thing, only to realised it was. . .

BLOOD!!!



Then my dad wanted to take me to a PolyClinic at Shah Alam. So we went there by taxi, my condition was even worse. I couldnt walk properly, gasping for air, in cold, my body is in pain, and tired. First, had to take number, then register, and then sit, till your number comes up, your blood will be taken, and then pass it to the lab. Wait again for the results, and then it's either take medicine, or go back. Luckily my dad was there, to do all the job. I was to tired to even sit on the chair. My mouth has the most terrible smell ever, because of the blood i vomitted. I even slept on the 3 seats, you know those 3 seats in 1 row. I don't care if people stare at me, or what, im sick. After all the procedures, im allowed to go back. I swallowed the vomit medicine, and drank 1 tin of 100 Plus, and went back.

I was asked to come on the next day, Friday. So i went there again, and do the same whole thing. Got poked by the needle at the same spot i was poked yesterday. My dad asked the doctor, whether do i need to be warded, she said there's no need to be warded. I was to go Hospital Tengku Ampuan Rahimah, HTAR the next day, at KECEMASAN section. So i went the next day to HTAR, KECEMASAN section. Got my pressure checked. Got my blood taken out. I wasn't scared of anything. I didn't know what i was getting myself into. So i waited for my number to come out. Really terrible place, really dirty. Looks like Pudu Raya at first glance. Then my number came, and i went inside this room, where there's another 2 rooms. One for Malaysians, another for foreigners. Had my blood taken, again, but different hand this time.

Then! this nurse came out, and asked me to register at one of the counter, and "masuk wad". I thought i heard wrongly. I went to that counter, it was indeed the "Pendaftaran Wad" Counter. I really scared, i told my dad to run away. I was serious. I don't mind, of getting my blood taken, eat medicines, but not until the extant of going inside ward. I really wanted to run, but my dad told me to wait and see what happens. So after registering, i was told to go back to the earlier room. They called my name again, this time, on top of the assisantant table, was this funny looking thing. I know what it is, it's that thing they poke inside your hand, and drips will be connected to it. The assistant was pretty rough dude, he PRESSED that thing directly into my poor hand, i really did felt the pain. I only can look helplessly at my dad. After that he put one bottle of the drips, and asked me to go the next room. I was still in shock with what's happening. I just came to take blood test, and now all this is happening.

Then after long time waiting, a nurse came, and told me, to follow her to a ward. . .

To Be Continued!!!

Me-lvin:(