Somewhere i Belong???

Once i wen 2 dis Christian Confrence,called WorDelicious adn there was dis short meeting session,where wen they called out ur college o uni name,u juz stand up onli,so dat people noes where r u frmlah...

Since i was frm no where,coz im not a college o university studen,therefore i dun belong 2 any where,so im like under private/own/invited memberslah... Its kinda sad 4 me 2 c all of my church frens there were frm some institute,while im onli doin my Form 6,well since some of yll noe,im NOT doin actually...

Dis days im not feelin fun o nice goin 2 skool,coz i dun feel d joy goin there, o mayb i dun feel like i belong there,i look at my class,n c all those smart fellas there,n think 2 myself,weter should i b there,im gonna take STPM nex yer,n 4 ur info,STPM is 1 of d Worlds Most Hardest exam,n i me-lvin/jesusfreak is gonna sit 4 it... oh,man... :(

hmm~,i dun feel like wanna waste my 2 yers time doin nothin but juz go n come bak frm skool,den fail in STPM,den wait 4 some couple of months, den go 2 Universiti bak...

I still remember 1 of my church fren said in his class,onli 1 fella made it 2 university,while d res r juz sitting home,n 2 b hones,i think all of his classmates r reli smart people,how can they cant find a place in university 1...

Im rite now in a stage where deciding weter 2 continue on my Form 6 o not,mayb i should stop here,mayb i shouldnt...i reli dunno...

Me-lvin :(

P.S.On dat confrence,since everybodi has their own college n university,i dun 1 2 make myself sad,so i wrote in my file,dat im frm Lim Kok Wing...hehe,it sure make me feel brighter... :P