I Feel Like... USELESS!!!

Im 19 now, and im doing anything about my future now... Peoples are asking me, what im doing now, wheter im working, or studying... Im not mad at them, nor feel offended, because i know they care for me, and asking me because they want to know how am i doing...

So far, i cant find any college, nor my dad supports the idea of me going to college... I understand why, and to think if i able to go to college is something big... And if you're asking how about work... WELL, i nearly got myself a job actually... Here's the story...

One night, i was haging out at Barjanah, a mamak near my place, with my friend Fareez, and his fellow worker, Faizul... Both of them are working at 2 different cyber cafes, but at the same location and same boss, one cyber cafe is on 1 side, and the other 1 is on another side... While we're eating, i managed to asked Fareez, about how he was thinking, of the idea of working there, as it was his 2nd day working day, and he says it was all great and so on.. Then he asked me to come along and work with him, to replace Faizul's place... I got attracted to the idea, because the basic pay is RM500, there's overtime, leave, free internet (not games allowed, but somehow these guys are professional, in twisting the rules.. hehehe), and its near my house, i can either drive there, i still can walk, but then its kinda abit far... hehehe...

The job is easy, just sit in the air-coned room, when people come, just take the money and give them the time code, then have to mop and sweep the floor, clean the computers, and the tables, make sure all the chairs in order...
After much consideration, i decided not to take up the job, because when i think about it, i got so much comittment, in home, church, with friends, and in the net... The morning shift working hours is from 8:30 am till 5:00 pm, and the night shift job is from 5:00 pm too 1:00 am... And because of that im scared of robberies or whatlah.. hahaha, but hey, it happened once to one of the cyber cafes, and because of that the police ordered the boss to close the cyber cafe at 1 am...

So that's the story... Well i hope you guys keep me in prayer, please.. Thanks a lot of those who asked, i know you guys care for me A LOT!!! hahaha.

Me-lvin^_~