i juz shared my depest Christian struggle,n i dun think anythin good is gonna happen,so far things is juz d same 4 me.. d reason i shared it is coz not 2 attract peoples attention,but 2 make people realised,realise WAT???

ALL i noe is Christianity is GOD LOVES US ALL n yet d same people who preache dis n oter Christian bla bla stuff is juz world class actors,yes ACTORS,there is a "S" behind,not 1 fella but more den 1...

Any problem arose,its d closest fren is d 1 who is being backed uped,not d oter person,racist mayb,o its juz "frens"... Comes out wit all kinda non-sense like :-"stop judgin oters","u r wrong too","u think u r so pefek" n so on rubbish... but did they take d time n look at d situation,no they dun... its d frens they care bout,not d situation...

Wat i shared,i dun xpek anythin suprising 2 happen,coz ive been THERE long time,n no any improvmen at all,ive given up... mayb i should follo dis christians,since they r muc more "holier" den me...

Me-lvin

P.S.If i were a new Christian 2day,i would juz quit bcomin a Christian n juz b a free thinker juz coz of dis CERTAIN group of Christians,but im lucky 2 noe more bout God n Jesus in my church...