Aggraesive???

Some of my aunty says im kinda aggraesive nowdays,i started 2 wonder n think,n i think wat they say its correct...

I think i started 2 "bcome" aggrasive after my mothers death,u noe,being wit 2 males(my dad n bro) is not an easy thing,sometimes my dad wont listen anything,thinks he's correct all d time,n dats y i started 2 bcome aggrasive...

Hmm~...i din noe dat my mum's death would bring dis BIG impact on me,somethin like a silent impact,where it works in silence,n i din noe it has gotten so worse...

So many "damages" had been done,now dat i noe d cause of it,wat should i do nex,get an "addopted mother"??

To all dat bcome d victim of my aggraesiveness,i would like 2 say im sori 4 bcomin aggreasive,sometimes i dunno bout it,bcoz wen u r mad,u wont think...

Me-lvin

Trip To Batu Gajah..

Las Saturday i wen 2 Batu Gajah bcoz its been 1 yer my mum's death anniversary,so as d family members,v hav 2 go therelah...

Initially i 1ted 2 drive over there,coz it wil b easier 4 us 2 travel around,n i can choose my own sweet time on wat time i should go n leave,but since my car is in d workshop,therefore ill hav 2 take d buslah..

It was Saturday mornin,n v waited 4 d bus 2 comelah,den d bus came n v got up n bla blah n blah..1 thing i always dun like travellin in bus is,i NEED music,n dis is d stuff wic i dun get everytime i go inside bus,lucky 4 me,i hav my hanfon wit me,my hanfon has dis radio function,luckly i bought it :P

D journey wasnt tiringlah,its juz sometimes wen in d bus time,i cant use d radio bcoz its "buzzing" a lotlah,yalah bcoz frequency its not dat good u c,dats y i prefer car,where i can chose my own songs... I came there bout 2pm,wen straight 2 my aunty's house,n put our bags n juz sit at d chairs,den suddenly my uncle came n asked us 2 follo him 2 his new house,wic is like 1 km onli,so v walked there,he doesnt hav a car,onli a bike...

V wen there n talked a lotlah,bout how life is goin on n so onlah,later i told my father i 1 2 go n c d graveyard arealah,so v took a taxi n go 2 those small shops in Batu Gajah,n bought some flowers n candles n some indian stuff(??)...

Den v wen 2 d church graveyard,n walked 2 my mum's graveyard,My mum's graveyard is actually very near wit d graveyard entrance,so considered luckly 4 us,no need 2 walk far inside..

Wen there,n was asked 2 pray,my question is pray 2 who??

My dad was prayin n suddenly broke off,he started 2 cry,n i juz expected dat 2 come,but i juz stood there,there wasnt anythin i can do,so i placed all d candles creatively,like a cross on top of d huge pile of sand...

Wen bak n ate at my aunty's house...n stayed there of course..

D nex day i wen 2 d church,wic is a catholic church,wic maked me feel uneasy n guilty i guess...Anyway after dat wen straight 2 d graveyard bak,wen there n saw some morons actually stole d candles wic i arrange wic made me 2 rage man,i was so mad like a madman... How come u simply can steal oter people's things u cheap-moron-no mercy...

So i hav 2 do d whole thing again,n dis time i noe 4 sure dat it wil b gone againlah,4 sure...so i arrange those candles bak again,i hook up 1 piece of flower at d cross..

Later my uncle needs 2 send my aunty n some oter relatives bak 2 their house,n me n my dad was onli at dat place,juz some few meters away,there is dis 2 new graveholes is being dug up,bcoz there was 2 death happened las nite(saturday)...

So i took d time 2 go n visit,my uncles(2) graves + my grandfathers 1...juz look at it n go frm there,later v wen bak n had our lunch n after dat v wen bak home...

Me-lvin:(

P.S.If u think dis story is short,its bcoz dat nothin muc happens in dis 2 days actually,yea onli dis events onlilah..

i dun pay up rm88 2 TMNut-
~so dat i cant download
~i cant surf website comfortably
~cant use MSN LiveMe-lvin

Ponder

Saw dis on a fren,David Tan's MSN,how true it is...WELL,SOMEPEOPLE dun get it till 2day...



P.S.If u cant look at d image,click d image...

Me-lvin

Stress,man...

Time is running n running,n im still stayin home,dunno where should i go nex,college,form 6 o work...

4 some people,its so ez 4 them 2 make decision,n wherelse 4 me,i...dunno

Las week,met up wit a family fren,he was SHOCKED dat i made a decision 2 quit Form 6,he said i shouldnt do dat,bcoz Form 6 got a BETTER chance 4 me 2 get place in local Universities...He oso said i got potential,2 go thru Form 6 wit an ease(sure..boh,i dunno oso)...

I noe some people out there,yes out there,juz nearby me,juz HATE 2 watch me 2 go anyway,some of them in my class,n some of them in my...(ill leave dat 4 yll 2 guess),but not my home,my dad said 2 me 2 continue Form 6,but he oso told me if i go college,i shouldnt turn bak, as 4 my bro,he din say anythin...

Some of my class people tol me 2 go ahead... they said i should juz go 4 it,o juz do it,somethin like Nike's slogan...

At times like dis,i dunno who can i ask 4 help,God???
Come 2 think of it,im not reli askin him 4 answers,im sure He noes bout it,but He STILL wans me 2 tell it 2 Him by myself...

Up 2 2day,juz bout 2 of my church frens who goes 2 University onli talked 2 me bout it,so i oso dun hav any rough idea bout it,n mos of those who r readin dis,is frm secondary skool onli...

28.12.2006-is d date 4 me 2 REGISTER!!!

Me-lvin

Hope i can do somethin bout it...

Belaian Jiwa

Cinta Mati

Hamlet

Gay

oklah,since a dude told me guyz holdin hand is gayz,(wic is total non-sence),let me share somethin wic a dude,wic some of yll would noe,wrote 2 me in MSN,n dis is non-other den our fren JL...

JL.. just sent you a Nudge!

JL.. says:
haiyah..no time to play with u lar..

JL.. says:
ciao 1st k..,

JL.. says:
.

JL.. says:
dun be so angry lar..

JL.. says:
forgive me if tersilap kata or terkasar
JL.. says:
k..

JL.. says:
..
JL.. says:
love ya

JL.. just sent you a Nudge!

Me-lvin

P.S.BLUEK!!!(vomit out,my dinner)

Sore Losers

Dis is d type of people wic always gets u mad,REAL mad... take 4 dis 2 clowns 4 xample,1 is d person who always ACTS good,PRETENDS as if she is somekinda good listenin ears o somethin,but den d person who nvr trust me...Being a bzbodi,she was bzbodi of y i callin some group of people,so she asked me,den alter i told her im goin 2 dis place blah blah blah,n she is so perasaan told me,u din ajak me,oklah i ajak her,but on dat day itself,she told me she not comin,yalah,she felt mayb disgraced goin out wit me 2 ACTS Church Concert,mayb she wil b "COMFORTABLE" wit her frens,she scaredlah i might "do" somethin 2 her,wat a sore loser...

After she fights wit me,2day somehow,she begs me 2 4giv her,yeah she did beg,im trully suprise y would she 1s 2 beg,since she got oter male frens...so i dun 1 2 4giv her,coz i hate her,of who she is,n den she said if i din 4giv herits my problem,hahhaa...funi,it wasnt my problem,it was her's,since she is d 1 who begs at me...

2nd Sore Loser is a guy,dis clown is non-oter den... nolah i guess i wont tell his name here,after tokin so muc,wen i told bout his attitude,dat clown actually,said i was wrong wen i told bout his attitude,n dat fella keep onlah firing me n so on,n lasly i can remember is he said "who r u 2 me",whow harsh words,4 a baby boy...Suprisingly,1 day,during las week,i met up wit dat fool,but i juz care of him,n he was staring at me like some kinda alien,n wen v wen 2 a nearby restaurant after church time,he wans 2 belah,he came 2 me while i was eatin,n pat at me...

Now i dunno wats his motive of doin so... People like dis tok so muc bout u,but later wil end up doin all sort of stuffs 2 attract u bak,dats y i name them all sore losers...

Me-lvin

P.S.Both of dis people worse den Michael Jackson...

Song Lyrics!!! :P

Its been long time since i posted up song lyrics,mostly in my old blog,so heres a song which ive been hearing at radio lately,enjoy it...

Me-lvin:P

I wonder if my classmates would sing dis song 2 me if i manage 2 get outta frm skool :P

Vanessa Hudgens-Come Back To Me

Y'all need to get ready to hear,
the unbelieveable, indescribable
Vanessa Hudgens
Baby V

Everyday I try to play another game
But my heart can't take it
I try to find another boy
But all the while I can't face
Why do I miss you so much?

I wanna stop to turn inside
oh baby please
give us one more try

See you out with all your friends
Laughing it up as you pretend
to have a good time,
I know cause I'm living the same life
I'm about to got to say
we can't keep living this same way
so I'll be the one
yeah I'll say it I'll say it I'll say it I'll say it again

Baby come back to me
in my heart I still believe
we were meant to be
together so whatever it takes
Baby come back to me
I should've never set you free
love maybe
come back

I wanna call, but then I stall
cause after all, I just couldn't take it
cause if your play was to push me away
you know the day, my heart you'd break it

I know we made a mistake
it's just like your foolish pride
Come back to me

Let us try, let us try, let us try

Baby come back to me
in my heart I still believe
we were meant to be
together so whatever it takes

Baby come back to me
I should've never set you free
love maybe
come back

You know you miss your Baby V
And I can see that you think about me
so why do you act like you don't care
like all this love between us isn't there
I know that you're upset
I know I did you wrong
I know that you want me to pay for all the pain i've caused
but in the end it all comes down to just one thing
it's you and me

so I sing

Baby come back to me
in my heart I still believe
we were meant to be
together so whatever it takes

Baby come back to me
I should've never set you free
love maybe
come back

2day i wen 2 Section 20,Shah Alam 2 buy breakfast at a nasi lemak stor nearby...

Basiclly its d same traditional n typical Malay nasi lemak "street" stall,n somehow i dunno wats wit all lining up thing goin on,dis wasnt my 1st time there,so i noe everybody has 2 line up there...Watlah in normal stall where got any1 line up,but dat wasnt d issue there...

So i lined up,n den wen it came my turn,dat mak cik din asked me wat i 1,she asked d Malay dude behind me,n i was like"Hey mak cik,im herelah,its my turn,wat",i dunno how d mak cik so dumb bodoh,din realised i was lining up,n wen it came my turn she din ask me...

Den after bungkus 4 dat dude edi,she asked me,"u ada beratur,tak???",WOW!!! how rude she was,n i said "dah",den she asked "nak nasi lemak,ke???",den i said "Yea"..

N den i got my nasi lemak,n by d time i 1ted 2 go bak,quite lot of cars comin edi,yalah workin hours,rite...

Me-lvin:O

A Fren...

Met up wit a fren 2day,long time fren,noen him bout 6 yers edi,since v r in Form 1,n i talked 2 him bout my decision goin 2 college...

I told him everything bout college stuff,Form 6 stuff,n work stuff wic i reli need an advice 4 it,n he seems 2 giv me some good ideas n advices on those stuffs..Oh! btw,his name is Chan Man Kiat,mayb lil of yll noe him,he is my skool mate actually...

Let me say y i consult wit dis fren,dis fren is 1 of d bes fren i hav,i noe him thru a differen fren frm my class during Form 1 time,not onli he,but his family is helpful too,mos of d time,his mum wil send me bak 2 home if its rainin,o wen im not feelin well...Once during Form 1 time,i wen 2 dis stadium time,my leg got bruised,den i wen 2 his house n ask if he could "send" me home,den his mum helped me out sen me bak home..

Later on,i wen 2 his house n put my bike at there n sometimes he is kind enuf 2 giv some food sourveniers where his dad get frm oter countries...

I oso talked 2 him coz he was my Ketua Majlis Tingkatan 6,so i guess he has d rite 2 noe bout my decision on leavin Form 6 too.. Well,d way he explained 2 me bout Form 6 n College was quite deep,some stuff i oso dunno he xplained 2 me...

Im quite sad if i hav 2 leave my frens bak,many dun noe how many frens i lost after SPM time,mos of my closest frens wen Away frm frm here,n i dun intend 2 lose muc more fren,yeah i can gain more fren s frm College,but it doesnt mean i hav 2 4get all my FOrm 6 frens,some i can keep in touchin thru Friendster,some by handphone/sms,but wat bout those who dun hav dis facillities???

Being d techy o d IT guy in d class,i hold quite some responsible NOT onli in my class,but in Form 6 2...in my class,everybodi is lala over there,they 1 their picture all da time,some 1 music EVERYTIME,i wil b d 1 who is gonna take those pictures,burn in2 cd,n den pass it 2 oters n so on...

Anyway,my fren 2 shared some stuff,n i reli appriciate his transparency 2 me,i guess i reli hav 2 start being a listenin ears 2 everybodi..

I reli thnx God 4 d 3 hours-in-car-chat,at least i get 2 ask some people opinion on it,n i noe wat i toked 2 him 2day is somethin good n beneficial 2 both me n him...

Thnx

Me-lvin^_~

WOW!!! SPOOKY n COOL!!! :P

Me-lvin^_~

AM i???

AM i too kind o too dumb???

Las nite i wen out wit my fren 2 discuss some stuffs,he said his fren would join us too,i hesistated,coz i dunno who is his fren,so i came 2 d place where v promised,n den his fren was there too...

After both of them eaten,they started 2 smoke,dis is d part wic i nvr liked,being a non-smoker,i hate it,coz i dun 1 2 die early o get sickness,but den wen both of dis mamats smoking,i juz kept quiet,coz 4 me dis is usually...

Most of d times wen i eat my fren,he wil smoke,but he noes dat i dun like it,so he smoke at differen "way",so dat d smoke doesnt comes 2 me,as 4 his fren he doesnt noe dat im a non-smoker,so he keeps on smoking in front d plastic table...

D question is:-is it m i too kind,dat i let myself 2 juz "sacrifise" my health 4 dis mamats,o am i too dumb 4 not tellin them...

Me-lvin:(

aiseyman,i termissed listen 2 Hitz.Fm 2day,got Halloween Speacial... :(
I oso missed The BreakFast SHow Halloween Speacial.. :(

I Should set my time back to normal,so i can wake up early next time... :)

Me-lvin^_~

Hello There,how r yll doin???

Y?!

Me Soundin Freaky??!!

DATS RITE!!!

Its...

HALLOWEEN(2morro)

Hmm~,b4 yll start 2 wonder how Halloween came about,click sini

The term Halloween, and its older spelling Hallowe'en, is shortened from All-hallow-even, as it is the evening before "All Hallows' Day"[2] (also known as "All Saints' Day"). In Ireland, the name was All Hallows' Eve (often shortened to Hallow Eve), and though seldom used today, it is still a well-accepted label. The holiday was a day of religious festivities in various northern European Pagan traditions, until Pope Gregory III moved the old Christian feast of All Saints Day to November 1 to give Halloween a Christian interpretation . Halloween is also called Pooky Night in some parts of Ireland, presumably named after the púca, a mischievous spirit

Las yer,i was in my cell group n my teacher told us basiclly halloween is NOT a Christian day,coz its a day where people actually dress up as ghost n so on,n doin stuffs...

But still,its nice dressin up as ghost n goin 2 peoples house,rite... but since Malaysians r listed as 1 of d rudest people in d world,so i guess no 1 would pen their doors 2 u,some else wil b cheapskate n giv u choki-choki onli,dat is onli 1 tube onli...

Being a ghost is aint ez i tell u,las time wen my class did a ghost house,it was so hard 4 me 2 find somethin wic is rite 4 me 2 wear at dat time...Since my body is BIG,n i noe being BIG is GOOD where u can actually scare d cats outta people...

i DID hav fun being a ghost,n lookin forward 2 b 1 in a short time,not on halloween,but mayb in a different occasion,alright...hahaha

Me-lvin:O

Word Verification

d[-_-]b decibels(dB) of my mind d[-_-]b

In Benglish!!! :P

Thnx 2 Kenny Sia,Itzy Tumor n James 4 dis funi translator...

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Me-lvin^_~

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